Previously, I spent some time sorting through what, for me, was abandonment. Abandonment trauma is one of the items among my list of side effects.
The short version is, I didn’t expect to find myself alone. It was the consequence of a decision that I had made but hadn’t completely thought through.
I separated from my man and what I didn’t realize was that everybody in my world came from his world. On Easter Sunday, I looked down at my Facebook and realized that everybody was gone.
Someone who is already dealing with abandonment issues, took that very hard.
Lets let this blog pick up from where I left off. In the end, I worked it out. I brought myself back out into the real world and dealt with it the way I should have right away.
I had gone through a few panic attacks that ended in one full blown anxiety attack. Getting through those ordeals was not easy therefore, the posts that I shared were not easy.
I’m committed to my readers and to sharing everything that I am going through while I am going through it. I’m proud of myself for having been able to share my feelings with my readers.
I’m not completely over it because the abandonment feeling still weighs on my shoulders. It’s heavy.
I’ll get past it, in time, and I will be back to share when that happens for me.
We see you,
deMichelle
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