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My Cottage
Spring is fast approaching as I’m seeing buds on trees. My back door is open and I am breathing the fresh lake air. The air is a...
demichellewrites
2 days ago3 min read
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Can't touch this
The biggest and most devastating loss of all was when I went to retrieve my file of writings and the file was gone. My life, my world, my...
demichellewrites
3 days ago3 min read
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The pen and the lie
Some people don’t understand how their behaviors have an effect on other people. For me, I take issue with the laugh. It’s unique and has...
demichellewrites
4 days ago4 min read
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Feeling excited
I’ve been patiently reviewing agents and sending formal queries for my book. Today I just got a request for my entire book. I’m excited...
demichellewrites
5 days ago1 min read
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This weeks therapy homework
I had a productive meeting with my therapist on Wednesday of this week. I didn’t receive much new information, but she reminded me of...
demichellewrites
Mar 141 min read
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Revelation
I just sat down at the kitchen table and cried. I was feeling really excited because, for the first time in history, I can honestly say...
demichellewrites
Mar 141 min read
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Trembling
This is a key symptom of both anxiety and panic. I have been trembling for weeks. I’ve tried to push through it by moving wood from point...
demichellewrites
Mar 132 min read
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Isolated
This situation is exhausting. I never dreamed that I would very suddenly come full around to where this all began. Did I hate being alone...
demichellewrites
Mar 131 min read
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Who was I
I’m broken. I was born into a complicated family which resulted in neglect. I was never taught self love. In 2019, at the start of COVID,...
demichellewrites
Mar 122 min read
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Panic attack
I need to write this while its happening simply because its happening. I am much calmer, now, but, I have had such a variety of feelings....
demichellewrites
Mar 102 min read
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Phantoms
Post Covid America, for some, has created phantom worlds. For a woman who is dating and hoping to become a part of somebody’s life, I...
demichellewrites
Mar 103 min read
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Breathe
I’m waking up this morning feeling stuck. I started dating again, but it’s just too soon after the breakup. I waited patiently to hear...
demichellewrites
Mar 103 min read
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It’s hard to not matter
Why, when, with my man of almost 3 years, do I find it hurtful for him to recite to me how all the other women in his world are doing?...
demichellewrites
Mar 912 min read
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Bad date
Today has been a difficult day. I met a new guy at the bidwell at 11:00 for lunch. We talked we laughed we had a good time. He, however,...
demichellewrites
Mar 82 min read
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Easter ‘24
It’s Easter morning on the lake today. It’s going to be a long day, I think. M is in NY and Tom has moved on. I had to cancel Easter...
demichellewrites
Mar 86 min read
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Unspoken, Intended emotions
Recently, having been on a brief hiatus, I’ve spent some time thinking about what it is that is missing from my healing these days. There...
demichellewrites
Mar 72 min read
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Fictitious Information
I’m writing a story about a person that I am teaching to swim. That person made it all the way around the lake yesterday…. And that’s...
demichellewrites
Mar 72 min read
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(No, INAY) Dismissal and the demon N
INAY = It’s not about you……is being used for the benefit of that one intrusive relative. Sometimes in life, a person behaves in a way...
demichellewrites
Mar 63 min read
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Who misinterprets?
What does it say about the few people who misinterpret my words? I’m a professional author. How would anyone see my writing as nonsense?...
demichellewrites
Mar 41 min read
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Good morning, all
Welcome to my world. This is my first blog here on the internet. I've been using my Facebook page, deMichelle Writes, as my current...
deMichelle
Mar 32 min read
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